A song more suited to film. An emotional and dark song.
Possible interpretation When you have made a mistake that you didn't realise you've been making for some time and possibly have been making it for a long time, there comes a time when you realise this to the extent that you can no longer ignore it. That is when you decide to address the cognitive dissonance that is affecting you. When you rebuild yourself, after this point, it feels a certain way, a way that feels dreadful and painful, but is a powerful thing. This song is about that feeling you go through while rebuilding yourself.